LOVE IN THE SUNSET

 On the brink of the river

 At the moment of sunset

 I was not at ease

 Feeling lost and lonely

 Then I saw her being

 Walking with care to the winds

 Splashing water,merging with the waves

 The wind touching her body,raising a chill.

 I felt a sense of dejavu

 I felt the need for warmth 

 I stood in front of her

 Speechless,enchanted by her beauty

 She stared at me with suspicious eyes

 Her constant stare trying to create a barrier

 She did not utter a word,i spoke a lot

 She got lost in my serenade

 I felt strongly for her she was unsure

 I professed undying love she felt nothing

 I came close to her she pushed me away

 Feeling lonely and deserted

 I took a few steps backwards

 She still stared at me saying nothing at all

 I waited for her to spread those pearls

 She gathered herself and walked away

 I felt an urge of extreme passion

 I ran behind trying to stop her

 She turned around and motioned me to stop

 I felt something breaking inside me

 I felt like my world was tearing apart

 My eyes suddenly stopped seeing anything

 All was blurred in front

 I started yelling :only her name came back to me

 I cleared my eyes and looked around

 There was no one but me.

  I looked to the heavens wondering what went wrong

  No answer came back to me

  No saviour came to my rescue 

  No one to hear my plea 

  Like a vagabond,now I roam around

  Searching her in water and sands

  She might be somewhere waiting for me

  In some strange faraway land

  Bless her soul wherever she is

  I will find her for sure someday

  Coz love has got no boundaries

  And when all is gone love is not taken away.

 

I WAS

 I was searching for you but could not find you

 I was looking for you everywhere but could not see you

 I was thinking about you all the time but ideas failed

 I was talking about you but none could reassure me

 I was crying for you but no one could pacify me

 I yearned for you but my desires remained unfulfilled

 I loved you truly but those feelings never saw daylight

 I shouted your name aloud but my voice came back to me

 I felt a lot of pain but there was none to soothe my wounds

 I had desired your presence but I found empty spaces

 I wanted to belong to you but you did not possess me

 Now I roam listlessly finding that one moment of ecstacy

 That one moment of pure joy where you would be one with me.

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I was sear

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Understand Pain and Change Your Prespective

It is said that love knows no boundaries. I feel that pain transcends all barriers and boundaries. Probably it is the most widely understood and also the most neglected language which can go a long way in helping to forge a bond between people. This is the funniest thing that my pain is understood by people all around the affected person but those people for whom the pain arose never do to understand those emotions. Emotions are always stupid and senseless they never understand logic.   It is easier for us to be judgmental and say what ought to be done and what should be avoided under all circumstances. But when it is our turn to bear the brunt then the situation changes and we want sympathy, empathy and all the comforting emotions, reactions and shoulders that we can garner. The wait for that one shoulder never ends. It is like trying to find a mirage in the desert which is ever eluding and always there but then seems out of reach as soon as we extend our hands towards it and try to reach it…what a worthless effort …we are left with nothing but sand which seems to always slip away from our grip just like the passage of time. Maybe a shift in perspective is necessary which would help to focus more on productive things in life which would be fruitful and help in self-development and enriching oneself in a plethora of experiences ever increasing our boundaries of knowledge and making us self aware and aware of the constant changes in the surrounding environment.