I WAS

 I was searching for you but could not find you

 I was looking for you everywhere but could not see you

 I was thinking about you all the time but ideas failed

 I was talking about you but none could reassure me

 I was crying for you but no one could pacify me

 I yearned for you but my desires remained unfulfilled

 I loved you truly but those feelings never saw daylight

 I shouted your name aloud but my voice came back to me

 I felt a lot of pain but there was none to soothe my wounds

 I had desired your presence but I found empty spaces

 I wanted to belong to you but you did not possess me

 Now I roam listlessly finding that one moment of ecstacy

 That one moment of pure joy where you would be one with me.

I was think

I was sear

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